Letter to dearest late friend

Tseee,

Gw masih inget banget gimana kita kenalan, waktu itu tahun 2004/2005 gw masih pacaran sama Dhimas terus dia bilang "Eh, aku kenalin ya sama sahabat aku di sekolah... pasti cocok deh sama kamu kalo ngobrol"

Akhirnya kita kenalan deh lewat Friendster, inget banget sih background FS lo.. emo banget! avril lavigne featuring the used lah ya. Ih, gw langsung ngebatin.. wow, we can absolutely become bestfriend! hahahahah

Dan bener loh... ternyata kita tuh cocok banget obrolannya! we hear to the same band, watching the same movie, reading the same books and blogs and lately we have so many common about home decor. Itin kita kalo ke Bali juga beda - beda tipis ya ceu.

Walaupun gw udah putus sama dhimas, dan elo juga udah gak temenan deket lagi sama dia, ajaibnya kita tetep ikrib bersama.  gak masalah kita tinggal di 2 kota berbeda, tetep sering ngobrol lewat socmed apa aja. lately, paling sering komen - komenan IGS yang berujung ngobrol random di WA. terakhir lo WA minta dicariin lippen Bobbi Brown yang susah amat dicari shade-nya.

Bulan Desember kemarin kita gagal mau lunchdate sampe 2x, always something came up ya ceu... duh nyesel banget loh gw sampe sekarang, turned out that it would be our proper goodbye.

us, back in 2012

Pertama kali gw denger kabar lo meninggal, gw gak percaya, ngehank dan dengan bodohnya gw WA lo tau gak... berharap lo tiba-tiba jawab.. "iya kenapa dis?" dan berujung kita ketawa-ketawa karena itu ternyata cuman hoax. 

Tse,

You may have gone too soon, but you have this beautiful life, married to your bestfriend, travelling a lot, your last job is indeed your passion yet still manage to be MUA on the weekend just like you always dreaming of. You are so bubbly and full of life and i am really glad we crossed our path somewhere in life.

Ceu.. pasti sekarang lo lagi kangen - kangenan ya sama mamah setelah bertahun - tahun kepisah :)

Tse and her husband. they are indeed soulmate.

Im gonna miss you so much Shella... rest in love dearest friend.

Al-fathihah.